I have been sick for about three weeks. It has been hard. Unfortunately, I shut down my slave side when I don’t feel good. Master has been great about it. He asks nothing of me when I am overwhelmed or sick.

Now, comes the hard part; getting back on track. It would be easy to never go back to M/s mode. I would later have regrets and desires unmet, but I could easily slip back into vanilla wife mode.

I asked for a session of impact to get my mind space back on track. It helped, but I still feel like all the ground I made is gone.

One day, getting sick or overwhelmed will not interfere with my mindset of being a slave.

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