As I said earlier, it has been a very trying 1 1/2 years. I also stated we were trying to get back to the way things were before, and we did just that.

For the first time in what felt like forever, I was bound, blindfolded and told to sit on the edge of Master’s bed. He left me there for what seemed an hour, but in reality it was less. When He returned He proceeded to give me a spanking to help me get centered, and to remind me who i am, and who He is to me. It had been awhile so my back side smarted pretty good.

Having sex is great in all, but there is a difference between just sex and being bound and having someone you trust, love, and obey take you. There is no control on your part except to take what is given, enjoy it, and let your Master know how it makes you feel. It is exhilarating to have someone have all the control, and to be at their mercy. To be the one to give them pleasure and happiness. I missed this so much. And let’s just add that it is hot as hell!

I think that it was a great start to getting ourselves centered on how our dynamic works.

In the bedroom the play is great, but seeing the one you adore relaxed and happy outside of the bedroom is more important.